Tavern Diary Volume 3

I've finally finished my dream
to circle the whole Taiwan by motorcycle.
While I opened the front door of my home
today 8:00 pm.,
I was all slacked off.

It was like a long, long dream.
So tiring.
I was all exhausted.
I know I can't go lying down,
for I know,
once I lie down, I can't get up anymore.

There're plenty of things awaiting.
messages in the answering machine,
emails from friends,
new situations on those interviews.
They all caused me headache.
I felt fainted while I reviewed them.
I couldn't deal with them now,
but I had to.

There're 5 interviews tomorrow.
I don't know if I have enough strength
to deal with them.
All of a sudden,
I found myself not having vacations now.
Things are piled up like hills.
I cannot get them done.

But anyway,
I've accomplished my long dream
to cycle the whole Taiwan island
with my motorcycle.
Although I have not even the strength
to be joyful,
It's really, really a wonderful thing. ^_*'

I've finally successfully quit.
It's so nice.

I was hoping to quit clearly,
easy come and easy go.
I couldn't expect
that pig boss had done that shit:
Call for a total meeting,
point at nobody but abuse me.
He's so cheap!

I was thinking while I leave the office:
I was lucky to leave that hell. Or,
I couldn't expect what worse
will be happened.

Anyway, I was finally left.
It's a new beginning.
Someone has asked me to join them,
and I'm looking for a new job, too.
I hope I won't be cheat from now on.
Now I will have myself a nice vacation.
Hoping it's a nice weather tomorrow. ^_*'

I’ve stayed online too long,
feeling unwell…

Yes!
I've finally got the ADSL
fixed connection installed.
And the Tavern website has
finally moved home.
The configurations were much easier
than I've expected.
Yes! ^_*'

But, in the future, the phone bill
will increase by about NT$4000 per month.
It's harder for me.
And There seems to be a nice job,
I would like to try it.

Will it be too wasteful
to play MUD by this costly ADSL? :p

last evening I was in a sudden fever till 103F.
I lay on the bed after office work,
feeling myself burning out.

I was too tired these days.
The company’s combination, redecoration,
and personnel troubles,
computer installations, printer problems,
the reversion of WOV and Tavern,
distributing the new WOV,
purchasing the washer and dryer…
It’s tiring me.  I feel dead,
and would take down in any moment.

I would like to take a full rest…

Yes! This revision of Tavern
has finally totally been finished. *^_^*
And then is the revision of the company's website.
cry~~ :~~

I should be happy,
but a few days ago Palm SYSOP has finally
dismiss me from lesbian board board
manager for being away too long.

I just can't rejoice,
while such a thing happens.

I still feel sad.
I cannot help to drop the tears,
for all I've suffered at Palm.
I'm not the kind of person that can set it free,
Though I should be so.

These days several friends
come asking me if I'm alright.
Well, no. But what else should I be?
I have not bother on it for such a long time.
It's time to give away.

So I went for a cafe tonight.
I kept thinking.
I was reminded some things long ago,
while I knew B.C, pendulum.
Then I thought,
maybe I could return to TKU BBS les board
to be a newbie again.
Maybe I'll meet some more
interesting newbies,
just like B.C. and pendulum.

And I started to make clear
what I should do in this period.
I feel more practical, then.

I was almost hang up,
while Mandy is playing
an internet card game beside me.
She'll kill me if I do hang up.
It's so close.

I feel very bad.
There's a new vice-president in the company
who regular customs at the first week.
Fuck you!
My cloths depends only on my mood.
Who cares that shit?

In the meeting this noon,
the boss regulars lots of bullshit meetings
from now on.
I'm fainting.
Who kind of stupid person
would have so much time for that?

I'm fainting.
Lot's of prolems while setting up windows.
I was unable to write something all day long.
Not until I was back home
that I could peacefully sit and do programming
and finish the HyperText Playground.

But anyway,
I've finished the HyperText Playground.
And done JavaScript and Perl versions together.
And, also, made it available for English,
and available for Netscape!
It's so~~ cool! Hahahaha~~!
I cannot help to adore myself~~! Yeah~~! ^_*'

The reversion of Tavern has only 3 last parts,
Chinese Poetry, English Poetry and Women's Sex.
Yeah~~

Ah ha…
I’ve finally finished the new Tavern Diary.
The new Tavern Diary has
fullfilled my previous plan:
It has become my personal guestbook.
Now I write on this diary
just like write on a guestbook.
That’s better.
It’s easier to write Tavern Diary now.
I shall write Tavern Diary more often.

It’s weekend today.
The company was a mess in the morning.
They were changing the ceiling around me.
I was surounded by dust.
I couldn’t write anything the whole morning.
I was gonna faint.

I don’t know if it’s a good thing.
The whole company is a mess now.
My plan is a mess, too.
I was having a chance to ask the boss
to buy some good things.
Now there’s an “intranet working company”.
It distores my plan.
It has to take one week to decide
if we’re using windows 98 or 95.
Although there're still some advantages.
The network is constructed
according to the standards now.
The equipment of computer department will
be partially according to the standards, too.

Anyway, I cannot like this job.
Lowly paid with lots of works,
defected system, illegal working condition.
It’s sick.
Although I met several cute girls here,
it still makes me sick.

Let’s wait.
I'm waiting for the set up of
HiNet ADSL fixed line.
Then I can move Tavern and WOV home.
I’ll have no scruples.
I applied HiNet ADSL this April.
and was originally scheduled to set up
about June or July.
But ADSL modems are in short supply
from last month.
The shortage will prolong until September.
So my ADSL will not set up until September.
That’s 2 more months.
So bad news.

However, I’ll set up multiple servers
in one domain for the company.
I’ve never try multiple servers before.
It would be a good learning chance.
And computer dep. will have our own room.
Then I can try UNIX. It’s not that bad.

Anyway,
I’ll have no scruples, then.
I can negotiate my salary with my boss,
or have other plans.

That’s it.
Mixed with some personnel problems,
the boss' concept problems.
A mess situation with a mess future.
I don't like to bother on these everyday.
I would like to bother more on
more meaningful things.
<<WOV>> mailing daemon is done.
It should restart now.
I would like to prepair for the
graduate school entrance exam next year,
if possible.

And thanks god I have my own domain now.
“imacat.idv.tw”
This was the dream I'd made 2 years ago
when Tavern was just started
for a few months.
It has finally come true!
Then I can do lots of things:
A www website, an e-mail server.
Maybe a BBS, or more different sites.
It makes me so happy. ^_*'

Let’s cheer for the dream come true!

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