旅舍的
無聲的後巷
旅舍的後巷，除了每天清晨，女侍‧絮把垃圾拿出來倒以外，沒有人會經過的地方。堆滿了腐臭的垃圾、分不清是死是活的醉漢、貓狗、蒼蠅、排洩物、嘔吐物。牆上畫滿不知道是詩還是髒話的句子和塗鴉。遠處隱約傳來旅舍吧抬的音樂和嘈雜聲，像永恆的節奏一樣在遠處反覆吟唱著。陽光被旅舍擋住，連時間也不動了。
這裏沒有別人，只有妳和妳自己。無聲是最吵雜的聲音。妳撕破喉嚨哭泣，也沒人聽得見。這是旅舍最陰暗的地方，也是旅舍最孤寂的角落。
錯誤.....從妳從人群中把我揪出來那一刻開始.....
妳心中喜愛的那個原型一直是女人中的女人,不是嗎？
剛開始,為了讓妳安心愛著,我偽裝成一只馴良的小獸,
閹割掉妳不喜歡的T的特質,
直到我意識到自己的不完整,
才驚覺這樣的我如何能給妳完整的愛？
閹割剩下的我,不愛自己
也無法愛妳 一直下去
求妳放了我,可以不可以？
我 只想自己一個人 安安靜靜
12.6.’01. 10:02am.
我感到痛苦.....當我常嘗接受男人那一天起.....雖然騙了很多人..包括我自己.....我想.....但卻沒勇氣..也沒這運氣..............................
11.22.’01. 7:34am.
雖然是無聲的後巷.卻是溫暖的草原
謝謝你
11.21.’01. 8:49am.
喔!天啊~~
我戀愛了..................
10.30.’01. 7:02am.
cghkcg
10.25.’01. 2:50pm.
還記得愚人節時.我還騙你說漲價到50元(那時才40元)害你去買時還真給50元~
還記得我都愛叫你大豬公.因為都很早就睡了..你也叫我小豬母..
還記得你哭著留我回到你身邊.那一夜所有的距離.似乎都不在了..
還記得你傳來訊息~我需要你..我愛你.....我難過了很久..你不知..
還記得分手那天..沒有說分手的分手....
這些回憶...你都不會記得...你都忘了...你都似乎沒有過......
牛奶妹子
10.21.’01. 5:29pm.
xfgdghfz
10.18.’01. 6:34pm.
i agree below issue, be myself.
10.17.’01. 3:37am.
對什麼事都提不起一絲絲的動力,
很氣,找工作真的會發瘋,shit!
我要活的像自己一點....
10.14.’01. 4:14pm.
雌dgjghj dhdjfkgf
10.3.’01. 11:54am.
dVdsdsFFDSCsd
9.22.’01. 3:13am.
Who are you?
Who am I?
Who is he?
Who can tell?
There are two persons inside me,
One is white who is optimistic, friendly and obliging,
One is guest who is lonely, speechless and silence.
We often see white say hello to you with enthusiastically,
But guest is strange to you in the distance.
Which one should be me?
I don’t know.
This moment I know that
Guest is chatting with me…
9.21.’01. 10:03am.
Someone Like You---from musical"Jekyll&Hyde"
I peered through windows
Watched life go by
Dreamed of tomorrows
But stayed inside
The past was holding me
Keeping life at bay
I wandered lost in yesterday
Wanting to fly
But scared to try
Then someone like you
Found someone like me
And suddenly nothing is the same
My heart's taken wing
And I fell so alive
'Cause someone like you found me'
It's like you took my dreams
Made each one real
You reached inside of me
And made me feel
And now I see a world
I've never seen before
You're love has opened every door
You've set me free
Now I can soar
For someone like you
Found someone like me
You touched my heart
Nothing is the same
There’s a new way to live
A new way to love
'Cause someone like you found me'
Oh, Someone like you
Found someone like me
And suddenly nothing will ever be the same
My heart's taken wing
And I fell so alive
'Cause someone like you loves me'
Loves me
9.20.’01. 4:06pm.
Here i come again
Is it good for me?
i have so many questions but no way out
Should i try?
Shoukd i?
Should i...
9.19.’01. 6:13pm.
i wnat to find what i really want
and who i am even now i am already 29
i still get many dreams that are so far...
9.17.’01. 3:28pm.
我嚐試著喜歡男人
也嚐試著喜歡女人
都不行.
我開始討厭自己
9.17.’01. 4:39am.
妳喝醉了！醉得不像話....
望著妳手腕上的新傷痕，忍不住心疼，要妳好好惜自己！
妳恍惚的點點頭，卻不知道我的心裡有多難過。
曾經，我們也有過一段情
如今，我們是較為接近的朋友
只想對妳說:我們都要幸福，努力找尋屬於自己的幸福！
別再傷愛自己了！好好地愛自己！
9.15.’01. 8:26pm.
huhfbvuthguir
9.15.’01. 8:26am.
ㄋ, 看到你 心就像毀滅無邊的殞石
你蒼藍的眼 像是無數糾纏的浪 在無岸的夜裡 哀泣
我聽到了 那是我的聲音 野獸的哀嚎 不足為惜的蒼涼
我被千斤鐵石鎮壓的腦 擠不出一點希望 迸裂出不堪的腦漿碎屑 痛楚沿著神經脈絡蔓延開來 痛得我喊不出痛
ㄋ, 我最深沉的懺悔 趁著瘖啞的夜色 且容我輕輕擱置你床邊 為你祈福 !
9.14.’01. 9:43pm.
我不知有莫名空洞(腦部的虛脫,智障)
9.9.’01. 6:21am.
